[ The expression may not change but Lucifer has keen eyes. He can see the rabbit pulse along his throat even in the dim lighting of the club. His smile is still all teeth. He truly is feeling put upon, isn't he? ]
Nergal? That twisted creature. I've heard a little of what he's been up to, didn't realize he'd gotten those claws of his into my favorite soul. What if I wrap it in a bow for you? Turn it into a sort of corsage. [ A laugh into his next sip. ] Garish, I know but I think you could pull it off nicely.
Oh, Johnny. Johnny. [ His expression turns to one of almost pity. ] How is it that we always find ourselves here? It's only right to hope. You humans need it. Just like you need someone to blame. It's easy to take it out on me but you lot get yourselves into these situations all on your own.
Manny doesn't have the juice to carry you out of Perdition, darling. Not that he ever did. It's entirely unfair of him to dangle that in front of you. Cruel, even and that's coming from me.
[ John continues and now it's Lucifer's turn to stew. He sniffs, expression changing in a myriad of ways. Settling darkly over his features. ]
I might no longer be in Hell but it's still my domain. Your soul shouldn't have anyone's grubby little paws on it. Not without my express permission. [ He scoffs and his eyes narrow. ] You haven't been speaking to my brother Amenadiel, have you? Stick jammed pretty far up his angelic arse?
He's been trying to get me back in Hell "where I belong" for some time now.
[ Now his brother could certainly have the juice and sway to do what Manny is blowing hot air about. ]
I certainly hope this isn't some poor attempt at a con. I would be terribly upset with you.
[It would be a lot easier to have this conversation if Lucifer didn't seem so damn delighted at his discomfort. John supposes it's to be expected. Lucifer isn't know for being a nice guy, after all.]
Oh, well, we've had a run in or two now. I'm not too fond of him. He'd be better off tangled up into a bow than left to his own devices. Probably more attractive that way too. [He'd be fine with the joking and play, if he wasn't so fucked up over all of this. He needs answers, and he's almost certain that he's going to have to owe Lucifer for ones that won't really change anything. And he looks away, listening to Lucifer speak, teeth gritted while his mouth stays forced into a false smile.
He's so utterly fucked. And he's not alone in that. He won't be the only one suffering.
His stomach turns at what he perceives as mockery from Lucifer, he knew deep down that Manny couldn't help him but it aches to even think of it. He fucked up, that was on him. But the pain is visceral and real. And he snaps out his next words, angered.] I know who to blame, damn it! [And he knows the only one to blame here is himself. At least as far as his damnation goes. He reels it back, and takes another drink and a decently large one. He filled that glass up generously, and it's already starting to give him that little bit of comforting numbness.
There's no hope. He's properly fucking damned. And he's pretty sure that Lucifer doesn't have the grasp on his soul that he thinks that he does.]
If you think you've got my soul, mate, you'd probably be wrong. I'm Nergal's from what I know of. And he's not the only one trying to lay claim to me. I'm rather sought after. Suppose it's my charm. [He shakes, a deep tremble running through him from anger more than anything else.] And I'm starting to think that my buddy Manny is up to more than just fucking with me. Bastard won't even buy me dinner first. [His expression is sour, although he's absolutely taking note of the situation at hand. He doesn't know if there's anything he can pull with that information about Lucifer and Amenadiel. But every damn bit of information is worth something when he's this screwed.] If I had a decent con, do you think I'd be here right now? I'd be making things happen, not begging you for bloody information about asshole angels and demons.
[ John might be surprised. He can be very nice under the right circumstances. He could be nice for John, even, if he were asked politely. Right now nice is the furthest from his mind.
But he isn't mocking the mage. No, quite far from it. ]
So I've heard. Rather unfortunate. Your thinking on the matter wasn't wrong in using the bastard. You couldn't have known the name you thought you needed was wrong. [ With binding Nergal for the spell with little Astra. Lucifer takes no delight at all in knowing that a child's soul is damned for all eternity over something so trivial as a technicality. ] It's what they do: demons. Trick. Use.
[ A sigh. ] Though it seems my siblings are taking their cues from Father. That or finally having enough of the same old thing.
Excuse me? [ This time the glass is discarded with a sharp clink on the table. He looks offended then a dawning look comes upon him. The laugh that escapes him is absolutely mirthless, a huff of air and his jaw works in agitation. ] That cheeky devil.
He doesn't have the juice to free your soul but he can shift to who it belongs under the right circumstances. It takes some doing but it isn't impossible. Which means he hasn't fallen but my dear brother is teetering dangerously over that precipice. [ Lucifer draws a breath in through his nose, humming in annoyance. Quickly, he shifts to get to his feet, buttoning his jacket as he does and reaches out to take the glass from the man near ready to cause a scene in his club. ] Enough of that.
He might not buy you dinner first, but I'll wine and dine you in a way you won't forget. Appetizers first, dear. [ He crooks a finger to indicate John should get up. ] I won't be flying coach so tell me you've got enough of that righteous anger in you to pop open a portal for us.
I want to have a bit of a reunion. [ His eyes flash red with the smirk that stretches over his lips. ] Show us some magic, Johnny.
Doesn't matter what I thought. It's what I did that counts. [He just wanted to fix things. His intentions were nothing but good, he just wanted to make things right for a family that had already been through so much. And of course, like his damned pattern has proven over and over again, he mucked it up. And he messed it up good.
He's not even sure how to take Lucifer's words. It's so surreal for him right now, sitting in Luci's posh over the top club, drinking whiskey he couldn't afford on his own, listening to words that might be comforting from someone else. And John feels like he's been tossed into some sort of messed up alternate reality.
He doesn't even know what to think about Lucifer at all now. Besides not to trust him, but maybe just once it's worth it to behave himself for a short time. Besides, he's getting good whiskey out of it and if nothing else Lucifer isn't particularly happy with the news that he's given him.
Maybe that'll get something rolling if nothing else.
But when Lucifer brings up that Manny can shift who holds John's soul, John responds with the same level of shock as if he'd been slapped in the face.] You've got to be shitting me. The bloody piece of-[The rest of the contents of the glass goes into his mouth and throat in one go, John is infuriated entirely. John wants to know how far back this goes. Angels have a lot of lifespan for a scheme like this, and there's plenty of time to work every angle.] How long do you think he's been playing at this? [John doesn't want to think of how much sway Manny might have had in things. But he has a feeling that they're going to get the answers soon.] Guess we'll find out. Welcome to air Constantine, sorry mate, you've got no choice in the tickets. You get what you get. And with me it's always a rough ride.
[He's seething and shaking with anger, jaw clenched tight, and it's in these moments that he usually makes his worst choices. But he's already in too deep, damned and furious about being played. Even if it was his choice to be taken in, the dream of a life that didn't end for him straight into the proverbial fiery lake was too good to let go of. And it's all being spurred on by red eyed glory, fear and excitement twisting and heating inside of him in response.]
Oh, I'm good for it. If nothing else, I'm always up for a little magic. [He hasn't made a good portal in a while, not ones for personal use anyway. But he manages with the same intensity as all of his spells, they're physical and spiritual for him, and he forms the portal with the expected forcefulness. Magic bends to John Constantine, and this is some of his finest work.
It's beautiful. Golden, glorious, and open right in front of Lucifer. Damn whoever else might see it. They've got shit to do, and if they're in the devil's sodding nightclub they might as well see a little hellishness, not that there's too many this far back.] After you.
Wrong. What matters is your guilt. [ It's that guilt which will damn him in the end. Less the choices. The choices open the door and get him into the room. It's the guilt that will keep him there reliving the same sorry situation over and over for all of eternity.
Breaking him in new and horrifying ways each time. A loop on a never-ending repeat. One that John won't be able to escape.
If John feels particularly slapped. Then Lucifer feels as if there's been an attempt at a backhand. The cheek of it all. The unmitigated gall. ]
Considering the fact that I've only been out of Hell for a small amount of time by your standards---five years? Actively, at least. He might've had the idea from the last time I skipped out of my duties in Hell and put a plan into action were I to ever abscond again. [ A scoff. ] I have to admit I'm reluctantly impressed.
[ Lucifer rarely shows magic off as predominantly as all this. But he's beyond caring about the lecture he's sure to receive from Amenadiel. There are things to deal with and his brother should bloody well understand. There's an almost flavor to John's magic.
A heavy way it lingers on the tongue and in the air around him. Intoxicating in its own way. He steps through the portal and once it closes behind him, shakes off the sensation fairly easily afterward. Dark eyes flick around them, wooded area, the humidity is high a bit of celestial feelers out and---
The laugh that escapes him is entirely too amused for the situation at hand. ] So, the Devil finally does come down to Georgia!
[ His teeth set on edge. Bared like an animal's. ]
Oh, Manny! Be a good little brother and skulk your way out of the spirit realm to face me properly.
[John is almost angry at the joke. Partially because if he was less stressed out he would have absolutely beaten Lucifer to it. And John doesn't like that he's struggling to even find basic words right now. It's hard to focus on anything more than indignation now, the seething bile like anger that's filling him up is is nearly consuming him. It's a sickening feeling. And it's like he's stuck where he stands for a moment, drink and fury making one hell of a combination in his head.
Fuck this. Fuck Manny and his bullshit. Fuck hell. Fuck every goddamned aspect of this mess. Fuck his own shitty choices more than anything else but what was he supposed to do to change things so many of those times?
He needs to pull himself together. He tries to take in the scent and air around him, to think of the reason they're there, think of what little revenge he might be able to get if this goes well. It doesn't help, his attempts to calm himself are worthless now. He just can't.
Not on his own, anyway. So he grits his teeth, and makes himself look at Lucifer for a moment. The man is not someone John favors one bit, but he's there, and they have a common goal in the moment. So there's some strength and focus to be gleaned just from that. And he's finally able to take a breath. He's not alone and that helps.
Fancy that, using Satan himself to call down. How the might have fallen, truly.]
Do you really think he'll come out to face you? I don't think he's got it in him. [John thinks he might, actually. But if he's really that far gone, it won't be directly. No, he'll be looking for an opening, a way to turn the knife before either of them have the chance to. That's what John would do, anyway. But he doesn't really know Manny at all. So who knows how this will proceed.] We could always force his hand a little.
[ Well, the old hound can make it up to both of them later. Sarcasm is rather difficult when one is as blindingly angry as all this. That animal look hasn't left Lucifer's face and the laugh he gives is unkind. ]
If he knows what's good for him he will. I'll drag him out of the spirit realm by his feathers if I have to.
[ There's a shift in the air pressure. Magic. Like someone is considering. Consider faster, brother. ]
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Nergal? That twisted creature. I've heard a little of what he's been up to, didn't realize he'd gotten those claws of his into my favorite soul. What if I wrap it in a bow for you? Turn it into a sort of corsage. [ A laugh into his next sip. ] Garish, I know but I think you could pull it off nicely.
Oh, Johnny. Johnny. [ His expression turns to one of almost pity. ] How is it that we always find ourselves here? It's only right to hope. You humans need it. Just like you need someone to blame. It's easy to take it out on me but you lot get yourselves into these situations all on your own.
Manny doesn't have the juice to carry you out of Perdition, darling. Not that he ever did. It's entirely unfair of him to dangle that in front of you. Cruel, even and that's coming from me.
[ John continues and now it's Lucifer's turn to stew. He sniffs, expression changing in a myriad of ways. Settling darkly over his features. ]
I might no longer be in Hell but it's still my domain. Your soul shouldn't have anyone's grubby little paws on it. Not without my express permission. [ He scoffs and his eyes narrow. ] You haven't been speaking to my brother Amenadiel, have you? Stick jammed pretty far up his angelic arse?
He's been trying to get me back in Hell "where I belong" for some time now.
[ Now his brother could certainly have the juice and sway to do what Manny is blowing hot air about. ]
I certainly hope this isn't some poor attempt at a con. I would be terribly upset with you.
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Oh, well, we've had a run in or two now. I'm not too fond of him. He'd be better off tangled up into a bow than left to his own devices. Probably more attractive that way too. [He'd be fine with the joking and play, if he wasn't so fucked up over all of this. He needs answers, and he's almost certain that he's going to have to owe Lucifer for ones that won't really change anything. And he looks away, listening to Lucifer speak, teeth gritted while his mouth stays forced into a false smile.
He's so utterly fucked. And he's not alone in that. He won't be the only one suffering.
His stomach turns at what he perceives as mockery from Lucifer, he knew deep down that Manny couldn't help him but it aches to even think of it. He fucked up, that was on him. But the pain is visceral and real. And he snaps out his next words, angered.] I know who to blame, damn it! [And he knows the only one to blame here is himself. At least as far as his damnation goes. He reels it back, and takes another drink and a decently large one. He filled that glass up generously, and it's already starting to give him that little bit of comforting numbness.
There's no hope. He's properly fucking damned. And he's pretty sure that Lucifer doesn't have the grasp on his soul that he thinks that he does.]
If you think you've got my soul, mate, you'd probably be wrong. I'm Nergal's from what I know of. And he's not the only one trying to lay claim to me. I'm rather sought after. Suppose it's my charm. [He shakes, a deep tremble running through him from anger more than anything else.] And I'm starting to think that my buddy Manny is up to more than just fucking with me. Bastard won't even buy me dinner first. [His expression is sour, although he's absolutely taking note of the situation at hand. He doesn't know if there's anything he can pull with that information about Lucifer and Amenadiel. But every damn bit of information is worth something when he's this screwed.] If I had a decent con, do you think I'd be here right now? I'd be making things happen, not begging you for bloody information about asshole angels and demons.
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But he isn't mocking the mage. No, quite far from it. ]
So I've heard. Rather unfortunate. Your thinking on the matter wasn't wrong in using the bastard. You couldn't have known the name you thought you needed was wrong. [ With binding Nergal for the spell with little Astra. Lucifer takes no delight at all in knowing that a child's soul is damned for all eternity over something so trivial as a technicality. ] It's what they do: demons. Trick. Use.
[ A sigh. ] Though it seems my siblings are taking their cues from Father. That or finally having enough of the same old thing.
Excuse me? [ This time the glass is discarded with a sharp clink on the table. He looks offended then a dawning look comes upon him. The laugh that escapes him is absolutely mirthless, a huff of air and his jaw works in agitation. ] That cheeky devil.
He doesn't have the juice to free your soul but he can shift to who it belongs under the right circumstances. It takes some doing but it isn't impossible. Which means he hasn't fallen but my dear brother is teetering dangerously over that precipice. [ Lucifer draws a breath in through his nose, humming in annoyance. Quickly, he shifts to get to his feet, buttoning his jacket as he does and reaches out to take the glass from the man near ready to cause a scene in his club. ] Enough of that.
He might not buy you dinner first, but I'll wine and dine you in a way you won't forget. Appetizers first, dear. [ He crooks a finger to indicate John should get up. ] I won't be flying coach so tell me you've got enough of that righteous anger in you to pop open a portal for us.
I want to have a bit of a reunion. [ His eyes flash red with the smirk that stretches over his lips. ] Show us some magic, Johnny.
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He's not even sure how to take Lucifer's words. It's so surreal for him right now, sitting in Luci's posh over the top club, drinking whiskey he couldn't afford on his own, listening to words that might be comforting from someone else. And John feels like he's been tossed into some sort of messed up alternate reality.
He doesn't even know what to think about Lucifer at all now. Besides not to trust him, but maybe just once it's worth it to behave himself for a short time. Besides, he's getting good whiskey out of it and if nothing else Lucifer isn't particularly happy with the news that he's given him.
Maybe that'll get something rolling if nothing else.
But when Lucifer brings up that Manny can shift who holds John's soul, John responds with the same level of shock as if he'd been slapped in the face.] You've got to be shitting me. The bloody piece of-[The rest of the contents of the glass goes into his mouth and throat in one go, John is infuriated entirely. John wants to know how far back this goes. Angels have a lot of lifespan for a scheme like this, and there's plenty of time to work every angle.] How long do you think he's been playing at this? [John doesn't want to think of how much sway Manny might have had in things. But he has a feeling that they're going to get the answers soon.] Guess we'll find out. Welcome to air Constantine, sorry mate, you've got no choice in the tickets. You get what you get. And with me it's always a rough ride.
[He's seething and shaking with anger, jaw clenched tight, and it's in these moments that he usually makes his worst choices. But he's already in too deep, damned and furious about being played. Even if it was his choice to be taken in, the dream of a life that didn't end for him straight into the proverbial fiery lake was too good to let go of. And it's all being spurred on by red eyed glory, fear and excitement twisting and heating inside of him in response.]
Oh, I'm good for it. If nothing else, I'm always up for a little magic. [He hasn't made a good portal in a while, not ones for personal use anyway. But he manages with the same intensity as all of his spells, they're physical and spiritual for him, and he forms the portal with the expected forcefulness. Magic bends to John Constantine, and this is some of his finest work.
It's beautiful. Golden, glorious, and open right in front of Lucifer. Damn whoever else might see it. They've got shit to do, and if they're in the devil's sodding nightclub they might as well see a little hellishness, not that there's too many this far back.] After you.
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Breaking him in new and horrifying ways each time. A loop on a never-ending repeat. One that John won't be able to escape.
If John feels particularly slapped. Then Lucifer feels as if there's been an attempt at a backhand. The cheek of it all. The unmitigated gall. ]
Considering the fact that I've only been out of Hell for a small amount of time by your standards---five years? Actively, at least. He might've had the idea from the last time I skipped out of my duties in Hell and put a plan into action were I to ever abscond again. [ A scoff. ] I have to admit I'm reluctantly impressed.
[ Lucifer rarely shows magic off as predominantly as all this. But he's beyond caring about the lecture he's sure to receive from Amenadiel. There are things to deal with and his brother should bloody well understand. There's an almost flavor to John's magic.
A heavy way it lingers on the tongue and in the air around him. Intoxicating in its own way. He steps through the portal and once it closes behind him, shakes off the sensation fairly easily afterward. Dark eyes flick around them, wooded area, the humidity is high a bit of celestial feelers out and---
The laugh that escapes him is entirely too amused for the situation at hand. ] So, the Devil finally does come down to Georgia!
[ His teeth set on edge. Bared like an animal's. ]
Oh, Manny! Be a good little brother and skulk your way out of the spirit realm to face me properly.
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Fuck this. Fuck Manny and his bullshit. Fuck hell. Fuck every goddamned aspect of this mess. Fuck his own shitty choices more than anything else but what was he supposed to do to change things so many of those times?
He needs to pull himself together. He tries to take in the scent and air around him, to think of the reason they're there, think of what little revenge he might be able to get if this goes well. It doesn't help, his attempts to calm himself are worthless now. He just can't.
Not on his own, anyway. So he grits his teeth, and makes himself look at Lucifer for a moment. The man is not someone John favors one bit, but he's there, and they have a common goal in the moment. So there's some strength and focus to be gleaned just from that. And he's finally able to take a breath. He's not alone and that helps.
Fancy that, using Satan himself to call down. How the might have fallen, truly.]
Do you really think he'll come out to face you? I don't think he's got it in him. [John thinks he might, actually. But if he's really that far gone, it won't be directly. No, he'll be looking for an opening, a way to turn the knife before either of them have the chance to. That's what John would do, anyway. But he doesn't really know Manny at all. So who knows how this will proceed.] We could always force his hand a little.
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If he knows what's good for him he will. I'll drag him out of the spirit realm by his feathers if I have to.
[ There's a shift in the air pressure. Magic. Like someone is considering. Consider faster, brother. ]
What're you thinking of doing?