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lucífєr mσrníngstαr ([personal profile] fallin1) wrote2021-10-16 10:24 pm

( open post. ) v. 3



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[personal profile] laughing_magician 2021-10-24 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
[The thing about stray cats is that once they start to attach, they tend to return to the person that they consider their own. And since John has long learned by now that god won't save him, there's no point in prayers to him in his hour of need. And Lucifer is the one that John sees as needed now.

John almost always has something to say, a little bit of a forced banter to push the point home that he belongs to no one and no amount of misery makes him reach for anyone. But today he's entirely incapable of it. So when Lucifer is there, making him look upwards, giving him firm but calm orders? All he does is nod, reddened eyes fixated on Lucifer. He's at the end of his rope, and Lucifer feels like the anchor he can attach it to.

So he does what he's told this time. He pulls away, opens his mouth for a moment in a wordless plea, and then just shakes his head and goes upstairs. Each step feels like he's been bound in concrete, every moment like he's treading water, it's like the world is fighting him from getting to where he needs to be.

But then he's upstairs. It felt like forever, even if it took practically no time at all. So he pours himself a drink, and works on it slowly. He's got a good amount of booze in him anyway, there's no need to guzzle it.

And all he has to do now is wait.]