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lucífєr mσrníngstαr ([personal profile] fallin1) wrote2021-10-16 10:24 pm

( open post. ) v. 3



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laughing_magician: (Skeletons are turning)

[personal profile] laughing_magician 2021-10-23 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Ravenscar seems more welcoming than Lux right now. It's not his scene here, it's luxurious and expensive and full of wealthy looking attention hungry prats. Everything reeks of overpriced and pointless decadence. And John would rather be almost anywhere else.

But he's here for a reason. And that reason is big enough that it's worth eating a bit of humble pie and visiting the great tosser himself.]


Oh, I figured I was in the neighborhood, might as well pop in to see you. Figured it was about time that we had a little chin-wag. [John is well aware that he wouldn't have been let in the doors if Lucifer didn't want to gloat at him. A chance meeting with him here was impossible. So he grabs the glass, trying not to think too much at how he feels a bit like a rabbit trying to stare down a wolf.

Bravado is great when you've got all the cards in your favor. When you don't? It's pointless.]
You know about the rising darkness. Well, someone you might know has been putting me to work on it. [He takes a swallow, and it almost pisses him off how nice the booze is. False comforts indeed.]
laughing_magician: (I used to bleed for you)

[personal profile] laughing_magician 2021-10-23 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry, Lu. Not everyone has the green to fly nicely. Besides! I was going to set us up a nice little date, screw the tickets, if it'd worked out I'd be bringing you to me in style instead of showing up here. I'd even planned on shaving for it. Would have worn my best shirt too.

[No, that wasn't how it would have gone down at all. And the sarcasm is real, but so was the earlier idea to do a ritual.] But like I said, this involves someone else. And I'm being watched.

[John almost wishes he'd done it, even if he was sure that he couldn't get away with it. Manny is always just out of sight, dropping in when he's needed least to be as little help as possible.] Sure, it's dull to you, but it's a big deal to the rest of us.

[It's so hard to keep his temper under control. He's so irritated already, and the rest of that whiskey goes from glass to stomach fast. He sets the glass back down, shakes his head, and gets back to it.] Does the name Manny ring a bell at all? I figured you two might be acquainted. And he's been very invested in me lately.
laughing_magician: (I stole the gold and drank the gin)

[personal profile] laughing_magician 2021-10-23 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
[John's heartbeat feels like it speeds up at that shift in tone, he's already struggling and anxious, stressed and miserable. Add in Lucifer's general aura and the whole situation at hand? And it's an emotional time bomb. His expression doesn't shift much, but he manages to play it off nicely enough.]

Oh, we could start with Nergal. I'd do a hell of a lot more than just shave my face for that one. Can't imagine his heart being anything but bloody rancid though. He past his expiration date long ago.

[The talk of Manny makes John feel like he's sinking. He doesn't want to lose hope. He's been desperate to have a chance at salvation. He's worked so hard for it. But he doesn't think it's really possible. Especially not from Manny's hands.] I don't know. He's not so bad. He's not hard to look at, at least. And you know me, I've had worse company. Better too, but still worse. [There's a shrug, and he grabs the bottle with a little more shakiness than he wanted to show. He doesn't care right now, though. He's beyond caring about a good deal right now. Especially when he's got whiskey to occupy himself with.]

Well with what he's been dropping in hints and plays? I might just get my way back into the good graces. That's part of what he's been stringing me along with. And you know, guilt, cryptic nonsense. The usual stuff. I know good ol' Nergal isn't happy about that. And I'm-[John cuts himself off then. He's not even sure what he was going to try to save. I'm scared? I'm worried? I'm not sure how to handle this? There's nothing that sentence could be that would suit John right now.] I think he's full of shit, though. The more high and mighty types usually are. I just want to know who really has me at this point. Who's got the most fingers in my little pot. [Vulgar? Sure. But he doesn't care at all. He's not even sure who owns his soul now, the darkness is still a threat, and he wants to punch Manny in face. Niceties can be damned with him.]
laughing_magician: (But the angels won't receive me)

[personal profile] laughing_magician 2021-10-23 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
[It would be a lot easier to have this conversation if Lucifer didn't seem so damn delighted at his discomfort. John supposes it's to be expected. Lucifer isn't know for being a nice guy, after all.]

Oh, well, we've had a run in or two now. I'm not too fond of him. He'd be better off tangled up into a bow than left to his own devices. Probably more attractive that way too. [He'd be fine with the joking and play, if he wasn't so fucked up over all of this. He needs answers, and he's almost certain that he's going to have to owe Lucifer for ones that won't really change anything. And he looks away, listening to Lucifer speak, teeth gritted while his mouth stays forced into a false smile.

He's so utterly fucked. And he's not alone in that. He won't be the only one suffering.

His stomach turns at what he perceives as mockery from Lucifer, he knew deep down that Manny couldn't help him but it aches to even think of it. He fucked up, that was on him. But the pain is visceral and real. And he snaps out his next words, angered.]
I know who to blame, damn it! [And he knows the only one to blame here is himself. At least as far as his damnation goes. He reels it back, and takes another drink and a decently large one. He filled that glass up generously, and it's already starting to give him that little bit of comforting numbness.

There's no hope. He's properly fucking damned. And he's pretty sure that Lucifer doesn't have the grasp on his soul that he thinks that he does.]


If you think you've got my soul, mate, you'd probably be wrong. I'm Nergal's from what I know of. And he's not the only one trying to lay claim to me. I'm rather sought after. Suppose it's my charm. [He shakes, a deep tremble running through him from anger more than anything else.] And I'm starting to think that my buddy Manny is up to more than just fucking with me. Bastard won't even buy me dinner first. [His expression is sour, although he's absolutely taking note of the situation at hand. He doesn't know if there's anything he can pull with that information about Lucifer and Amenadiel. But every damn bit of information is worth something when he's this screwed.] If I had a decent con, do you think I'd be here right now? I'd be making things happen, not begging you for bloody information about asshole angels and demons.
laughing_magician: (Will steal your soul instead)

[personal profile] laughing_magician 2021-10-23 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
Doesn't matter what I thought. It's what I did that counts. [He just wanted to fix things. His intentions were nothing but good, he just wanted to make things right for a family that had already been through so much. And of course, like his damned pattern has proven over and over again, he mucked it up. And he messed it up good.

He's not even sure how to take Lucifer's words. It's so surreal for him right now, sitting in Luci's posh over the top club, drinking whiskey he couldn't afford on his own, listening to words that might be comforting from someone else. And John feels like he's been tossed into some sort of messed up alternate reality.

He doesn't even know what to think about Lucifer at all now. Besides not to trust him, but maybe just once it's worth it to behave himself for a short time. Besides, he's getting good whiskey out of it and if nothing else Lucifer isn't particularly happy with the news that he's given him.

Maybe that'll get something rolling if nothing else.

But when Lucifer brings up that Manny can shift who holds John's soul, John responds with the same level of shock as if he'd been slapped in the face.]
You've got to be shitting me. The bloody piece of-[The rest of the contents of the glass goes into his mouth and throat in one go, John is infuriated entirely. John wants to know how far back this goes. Angels have a lot of lifespan for a scheme like this, and there's plenty of time to work every angle.] How long do you think he's been playing at this? [John doesn't want to think of how much sway Manny might have had in things. But he has a feeling that they're going to get the answers soon.] Guess we'll find out. Welcome to air Constantine, sorry mate, you've got no choice in the tickets. You get what you get. And with me it's always a rough ride.

[He's seething and shaking with anger, jaw clenched tight, and it's in these moments that he usually makes his worst choices. But he's already in too deep, damned and furious about being played. Even if it was his choice to be taken in, the dream of a life that didn't end for him straight into the proverbial fiery lake was too good to let go of. And it's all being spurred on by red eyed glory, fear and excitement twisting and heating inside of him in response.]

Oh, I'm good for it. If nothing else, I'm always up for a little magic. [He hasn't made a good portal in a while, not ones for personal use anyway. But he manages with the same intensity as all of his spells, they're physical and spiritual for him, and he forms the portal with the expected forcefulness. Magic bends to John Constantine, and this is some of his finest work.

It's beautiful. Golden, glorious, and open right in front of Lucifer. Damn whoever else might see it. They've got shit to do, and if they're in the devil's sodding nightclub they might as well see a little hellishness, not that there's too many this far back.]
After you.
Edited 2021-10-23 09:01 (UTC)
laughing_magician: (I'll keep slipping farther)

[personal profile] laughing_magician 2021-10-23 10:37 am (UTC)(link)
[John is almost angry at the joke. Partially because if he was less stressed out he would have absolutely beaten Lucifer to it. And John doesn't like that he's struggling to even find basic words right now. It's hard to focus on anything more than indignation now, the seething bile like anger that's filling him up is is nearly consuming him. It's a sickening feeling. And it's like he's stuck where he stands for a moment, drink and fury making one hell of a combination in his head.

Fuck this. Fuck Manny and his bullshit. Fuck hell. Fuck every goddamned aspect of this mess. Fuck his own shitty choices more than anything else but what was he supposed to do to change things so many of those times?

He needs to pull himself together. He tries to take in the scent and air around him, to think of the reason they're there, think of what little revenge he might be able to get if this goes well. It doesn't help, his attempts to calm himself are worthless now. He just can't.

Not on his own, anyway. So he grits his teeth, and makes himself look at Lucifer for a moment. The man is not someone John favors one bit, but he's there, and they have a common goal in the moment. So there's some strength and focus to be gleaned just from that. And he's finally able to take a breath. He's not alone and that helps.

Fancy that, using Satan himself to call down. How the might have fallen, truly.]


Do you really think he'll come out to face you? I don't think he's got it in him. [John thinks he might, actually. But if he's really that far gone, it won't be directly. No, he'll be looking for an opening, a way to turn the knife before either of them have the chance to. That's what John would do, anyway. But he doesn't really know Manny at all. So who knows how this will proceed.] We could always force his hand a little.
Edited 2021-10-23 10:39 (UTC)